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There was a time I believed that if I just kept climbing the “mountain”, that the mountain would make sense, and I’d eventually reach a point where I’d feel like “I’ve made it”.

And by all accounts, I was climbing.

I was operating inside the walls of a government lab — supporting scientists, engineers, and R&D professionals with detailed forecasts, cost models, and budget strategies. I was efficient. Respected. Paid well. I’d automated systems, processes, and workloads.

I had optimized the climb... not just for me, but for all those around me …and that, far beyond any of my contemporaries.

But here’s the part they never warned me about:

You can become world-class at climbing the wrong peak.

You can master the terrain and still feel completely empty at the summit.

Because no matter how refined your system is, no matter how resilient you’ve become…

It won’t matter if the mountain was never the right one to climb.

The Real Problem: Mastering What Was Never Aligned

Let’s define it clearly:

In the beginning, you’re just trying to survive — to build something stable, to prove you can do hard things.

And in that process, you gain real skills. You learn to endure storms, to hunt for opportunity, to stay alert for predators (read: corporate politics). You sharpen your mind, optimize your workflow, harden your body.

But, what you don’t realize until you’ve spent decades on a path that is not serving you is that:

You were never supposed to summit this peak.

Your gifts were made for a different climb.

Optimization is Not the Same as Alignment

You can:

• Automate your day… and still feel spiritually, mentally, and emotionally exhausted.

• Hit every goal… and never be fulfilled.

• Become “successful”… and quietly die inside.

This is the invisible crisis of the modern high-performer:

It’s not that we’re ungrateful.

It’s that we’re awake enough to know: This isn’t it.

The Dissenting Voices (and Why They're Wrong)

1. “Just Keep Going — It’ll Pay Off Eventually”

This is the grindset trap.

The belief that any effort is good effort.

But directionless grit is just glorified suffering which ends in meaninglessness.

Persistence matters — but only when the destination and direction are aligned. This is what produces resonance and resonance gives you a sense of meaning.

2. “But You Learned So Much on the Climb”

True. You learned how to build, endure, survive.

But learning doesn’t mean you’re aligned. A soldier can master war and still long for peace. Growth is not the same as arrival.

3. “Every Path Has Meaning — Nothing Is Wasted”

A comforting sentiment — and partially true. But it can also become a sunk-cost excuse or in other words a cope (at best) or a cop out (at worst).

Just because you invested years doesn’t mean you owe the wrong mountain your future.

How to Audit the Mountain You’re Climbing in 3 Steps:

Before you climb higher, stop and ask:

1. OBSERVE — Where Are You, Really?

• What have you optimized?

  • Has life gotten better? Worse?

  • Are you where you want to be mentally, spiritually, emotionally?

• What’s automated in your day-to-day?

  • Is that automation allowing you to pursue your calling?

• What actions now feel mechanical instead of meaningful?

  • What are you currently doing that isn’t serving you?

2. STRATEGIZE — What Do You Actually Want the View to Look Like?

• What do you want to see when you look down from your summit?

• Who do you want to become on the climb?

• What would it mean to succeed in your eyes, not theirs?

Think of these questions in terms of the “long-term”. What kind of person do you want to become? The climb with change you, so will the summit.

3. FEEL — What Does Your Nervous System Say About This Path?

• Do you feel alert, anxious, burnt out, or just meh when you think about your future here?

• Do you feel energized when you talk about what you do… or drained, angry, resentful…?

• Are you defending this mountain out of pride… or staying out of fear?

The Pivot: Realign Before You Optimize Again

If you’re reading this and thinking,

“Damn… I fucked up. I’ve been climbing the wrong mountain,”

I want you to know:

It’s not over, no matter your situation in life. You are awakening—and that is the first step to change and transformation.

Use this climb to become who you are.

Use what you’ve learned from it to choose to align this time.

You don’t need to throw your skills away.

You just need to apply them in a direction that actually matters to you.

And when you do, everything changes.

Because the climb gets hard — but not hollow.

You deal with shit, but the climb has soul.

You struggle, but it has meaning.

Final Thoughts

Hit reply and let me know. Or better yet — share your real mountain on social and tag me.

Let’s build a new system around a path that finally feels like it’s your own.

Fortis Fortuna Adiuvat (Fortune Favors The Bold)

Thank you for reading,

—Lawrence